i'm now blogging at alley while my hubby is bowling his master event at chevrons.

had a small argument with him tis morning....

juz becos of the things i said.

he meant it wrongly.... n den he drink beer to ease his uncomfortable , unhappiness.

he thought that i would juz leave him becos wat had happen yesterday.

though we got together not long.... but the bond we had was more den what pple think... at least to what i guess.



i know baby is trying hard to change his habit... i know it..... but i do hope tis habit will be away from u till e day i die~

right now u meant so much to me that i dun wanna lose u....

i hope u're e same.

chevrons connection damn lousy la! kns lor... while writing this blog its cut off my connection so angry!

baby bowled the 4th game liao first 3games got problem picking up spares but nvm......
n yes baby trying to be EMO!!!! again!!!!!! cannot ta han his emoing lor~ hopefully he can endure e rest of the 6 games
while looking at baby bowling... me updating here... n having my junk food with me... yummy.....
baby now playing pin 10 hopefully.. he can win some money back to cover tis game event,,,,,
shall stop here b4 e connection cuts off again
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i know u will be reading this...
juz wanna let u know seriously im super duper upset with the call ...
i expected u telling me that..... i dunno why
u are easily tempted by IT.
haiz maybe becos...... u be with IT for tooo long........ n suddenly u stop seeing n smelling IT u feel uncomfortable..
i juz so angry tat ROLAND gave IT to u!
why cant he jjuz stick IT to himself instead of OFFERINNG u
i really very upset... i nearly broke down n cry when i hear it... but becos my dad is behind me... i asked u to hang up~ i don wish to let him know i tear~
u should have know it...
i tear easily..... n yet u let me tear it again...........
nt becos of u are fierce or wat.. is the hurt u give...... it may not b a big hurt.. but it just makes me feel upset........
i thought my baby would able to control it...
but i haven left chevrons for long........ he took it......
i dunno how are u going to survive when im away for 8 long days..........
i really dunno how many stick are pple offering u... or u bought it urself.
i know u are being honest with me... but in both ways it hurts me...........
i know u will smoke back when im nt in town....... but i din expect it to be so damn FAST!
i know i shouldnt complain much cos u change this for me... i apprecicate it......
but i juz wan our life to be simple......
smoking is for leisure.... for ur pleasure....... but..... i dun wan IT to be part of our life........
i juz wan.. us only n not IT with u~
IT doesnt belongs to u.... nor me..........
i belong to u
n u belong to me.................
i juz wan the 2 of us~ n nOt IT
im jealous of IT... i hate IT lot............
i really hope baby says that he wont touch it... cos IT makes u feel uncomfortable... n feel like puking would be true..
cos i know
when Promise is being made...
it will be broken.......
so i won hope for muxh..
jux pray hard that u keep that promise u had say.
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baby so fierce.... i so scare~ T.T
don lik baby to be so fierce.........
now at his shop.... waiting for time to arrive n got to head home... early............
sigh~ due to morning shift have to go off earlier den usual........ cant acc him for long
anyway its okay la.. cos tml still can meet him.... he now busy helping pple to drill ball.. business today should be good enough. thx that he got good sales at least........ he can get more off to acc me ! haahahaaa
oh today while baby waited for me to end work n come to chevrons look for him...
baby once again played with e toy machine and got a mini... mouse for me.. so cute.... cheek got like de... haha~ so funny e minnie~ cute! sweet....
love baby lot lot... treat me good good
....
but if baby temper not so short i more happy...
if nt whenever baby angry or fierce... i so scare.... n den i will shut myself up be a quite gal!


fasting month coming early tis yr.. gonna fast........... this aug~
and yes DIETing programme comming up soon.
hopefully i can........... get it right!!!!!!! for e seek of ******* photos.
6 more days to my taiwan trip.. gonna miss baby much hopegfully baby will be good boy............. n den counting down to my arrival from taiwan.

nothing much to update nothing much to say...
Blogged @ 7:09 PM
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dating day 2~!
today dating schedule was packed!
went to open a joint acc..... hubby darling took out his money to open tat acc for future purposes
after tat head down to clementi to renew my bowling PBC member.... follow by drop by to his auntie wake and den to chinatown to look for holiday trips...... hubby paying........... and....... im going to BALI! hooorrrayyyy... but its juz a initial plan... not confirmed.. hopefully can go there 4days 3 nights would be good enough.
after tat head down to pasir ris bowl.... at downtown to look or uncle roy.. drop by his shop n have a nice chit chat session with him...............
after chit chat sesssion went to watch movie..... " marlyn and me"
i was asleep for the 1st hour.. hahaa! paiseh la...... toooo tired...... and sabo my hubby.......
i lean on him.. make him couldnt move... so guilty lor!
but hubby say nvm... still i feeel paiseh....
while waiting for the show... hubby went to play the toy machine...... this time rd down in luck.. hubby spend quite alot but couldnt get the toy i wanted.....
so heart pain... make baby spend so mucxh...... haix
not a good wifey should do~

anyway intending to get a new ball.....
dunno wat ball should i get..... still lik widow series... but not coming out any.... new one~
hopefully there's something thats suit OCC if this time rd.. singapore open is organising by orchid bowl.
Blogged @ 11:55 PM
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got my pay! YES~
but sadly... i now left.... 200 hundred for e month of leaving~
pay all gone to allowance and expenses........
im so darn broke now~ cant expect my bf to take care of my expenses till e next pay day right!haiz.........
sad case......
didnt went to work was not feeling well...
stomach ache... fainting spell comes in......
found blood strips in my urine and poo poo...
damn horrible...
dunno what had hapen la damn scare........ but..... right now still not so bad..
hopefully im alright~
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today was my rest day....... supposedly.. to meet sue for movie... but den my baby hubby toook off cos of me!!!! so touch! so i decided to meet sue dearie on wednesday after work
hubby stayed over previous night~ and acc me n mom for lunch.... n den........... after that went to bowling proshop to help his friend to drill his ball......... after that we head down to jurong pooint....... baby sooooo smart................
use 1 try to catch 1 big cute angel Pooh~
haa
nice wan....... so cute... but the poooh.... quality no good e... e material keep fall off.... kanna my whole body... with the fur~ wahaha after that... head down to Lot 1 decided to watch movie~ nthing much to do......... watch looking for star~
nt a bad plot after all.......
quite touching~ did cry... haha! by the time abt 11 plus liao~ so headed back home.....cos next day got to work.....


after watching the looking for star.~ i wish e song that play can be played at my wedding~ e song are so cute~
i want it to be........ i wish baby hubby...... could do much like e movie... to make me happy.. hahaaha
am i too greedy?
hmmmmm i think so.........
but ........ every gal... also wan fairytale story wan what....
although im turning 23 tis yr.... but i stilll hope to be as young as ever.......................
i hope baby... can cuddle... me........... treat me... super super nice~ say things that is sweet............... that meltz my heart...................wan to be his forever........... wan him to be faithful to me......... and no one else..........
wahahaaa im so greedy!
baby hubby can u do tis!
hehe
^ hint hint^

i jux wan all this to be reality...........
n i willl be urs forever~
:)
Blogged @ 1:46 AM
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going to extract my POOR little 4 wisdom tooth this coming march.

damn scare la!

total bill about 1.4k

damn! im now so broke dunno how am i going to pay!

friend owe me money.......... now cant find her ...... dunno wat happen.......... being dragging since nov up till now~

colleagues n friends say wont able to get back liao~ is it really lik tat... i really dun wish it is the truth that she's running awy lor~

haiz

financial so unstable very sianz

some more my future cannot be me alone thinking liao~ so many things need to be plan in advance sigh!!!!

cant i have my money back! i really need the cash....haiz



becos of this issue~ my darling hubby got to suffer with me~ by saving n allow me to spend when i go taiwn... siggh! felt to guilty..

T.T



i juz so in love~
Blogged @ 6:22 PM
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baby hubby felt insecure......
he scare i will leave him for others.....
the necklace dropped and the black wrapping ard the pendent breaks.
hubby is scare about the incident... to be superstitious...... its nt a good sign...
but i assure my darling that nothing would happen.
but in my heart.......... im scare tooo...
both of us scare about that matters... but im trying to let him know here that no matter what i won wanna destroy the love he gave me.... i wanna go according to the plans we had......... and im now trying very hard to save for our future.

he was the onli guy i felt this way.. when we met and how we started it off................ the feeeling is juz sorry different.. i dunno why... but when i felt guilty i cried.. hubby cried with me......... the love he gave me was unconditionally....
and i feel blessed with it........ without happening all those past relationship i have........ i think i won have him now~
im lucky to have him now... prob this is call fate.
we are fated to know each other at this point of time.
if plan doesnt goes out smoothly..... i lose him he lose me......... we seriously lose everything.
now everything we had in mind was waiting for Sept to come...............
planning has being made... and its waiting for the time to come.

pple may think that we are rushing... and we are having unrealistic thinking...
but i wanna assure everyone........ we are old enough to think about our future.. and it was the right time to do the right thing...............
we don wanna drag toooo long.......... as my past yrs r/s was a failure cos we drag it tooo long................
marriage is something that we exchange vow regardlesss of rich poor or sickness...we prepare to vow infront of our fellows peeps........becos we know that no matter wat difficulty we facing we are going to face it together.

this is the onli way we felt the secure we have.. and
jackson baby........ hubby................ to be...............
i love you
pei yi baby ............ wifey........... to be...........
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