constance

2009-07-06T05:38:00.002+08:00

Another week is over! and here come my off rest ! woohooo.....................
nothing much to plan on monday.... but a fun filling tuesday it will be!!!!
going to tampines for shoppping! eastcoast for toys and den marina for movies.............
will bring along my DSLR! woops! its being such a long time since i last have photo shoots
cant wait for that day.. hoping the planned would be working out fine!

with the start of my determination.......... i hope that i could succeed in the process of self slimming.
hoping i could get to the ideal weight and maintain it!

frm day 1 till know... i see a lost of 2kg...
hoping its true and its gradually going down!
hipp hipp horray! haha......................
cant wait for my ideal weight to be here.

2009-07-02T01:40:00.002+08:00

01 07 09
month of JULY started....
there goes my DETERMINATION TO SLIM DOWN!!!!
hopefully.. it turn out to be good and successful!
ha ha!
anyway during my long weekend went down to cathay cinelesiure to watch late night movie
movie title "TRANSFORMERS II the Revenge of the FALLEN"
thumbs up for the movie!
at first juz wanted to accompany my bf to watch didnt have much interest.. but later on when the movie started it was so exciting.... i went home to catch the part 1 of transformers.
the show was exciting all the way theres no boring part in it...
indeed a great movie cant help but wanted to watch..
becos im addicted to bumble bee! haha! his damn cute la
didnt know that the animation was so nice!
hehehe..
becos of this ar.. my bf keep saying me i thought u doesnt like it.. and juz to accompany me for e seek of it..
haha im lost of words..
but yeah........
i nva see i nva know ma.. now i see den now i know lor!
haha!
yeah..
i love my life that i spend with him! each moment is enjoyable!
and hoping like transformers its exciting!
hehe

2009-06-26T06:15:00.000+08:00

tis is my last night shift and there goes my LONG WEEKEND!!!!
yipeee!
planned is change? going for bowling or movie???? later.........
hmmmmmm......complicated... dunno what he wants but anyway going to enjoy....
later shall continue!

2009-06-25T01:39:00.002+08:00

yeah!!!!!!!!!! my long weekend is coming!

and im happy looking forward for the day! yippie!

got make use of my rest day! :)

pay day is here toooo........ and caculated i would left 200bucks to survive for this month! T.T meaning no extra spending

sigh!

after 3k incident i feel that im so broke! nva had extra to spend

urgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway...................... JULY coming and im going to start my plan....... hopefully it succeed within 2mths!

i mux have determination OKAY!

pls give me encouragement to do it! oh god!

at work now........ but got time to surf right! no la...cos no one ard so juz online awhile b4 back to work....

hopefully tml i could bowl well....

i love u all!

looking forward for me fun day! yeah!

;p

2009-06-21T10:56:00.002+08:00

happy father's day!!!!!!!!!!!!
to those out there! :)

nothing happen recently... jux feel tired.. after having afternoon shift yesterday and came back for morning today!
yawnz*
lucky its weekend and there's nothing much to do today!
juz help out my fellow colleague to share his workload!

goin to have dinner with my family later on....
wooo... its e place there i use to go when i was young!
jurong hill teppanyaki!
yummy!
miss that place wonder has their standard drop!
hopefully its still as delicious as ever~
i miss that place!!!!! so nice......... so relax
hehe
:)

tomorrow will be afternoon shift and few more days to my PAY day!
damn desperate for money can!
now back left 8bucks
wallet left like 30bucks!
no money to survive at all!!!!!!!!!!
any donation >???
pls contact me! haha!

i will appreciate u kindness! hehehhe
;p

2009-06-17T10:24:00.002+08:00

lost of words........
money is the most impt thing in life.....
i cant earn that much... u cant earn that much.. parent didnt disapprove us ... but getting married become an issue ............... no matter how long................ it will be an issue if u r still in the line.............
haix............
whatever it is........ parents hoping there's a good future..........
and income is stable enough...... n good enough..
once n for all........ u need to upgrade yourself.
but i really have to guts or courage to tell u this anymore..........
cos this is e topic that shut both of us......... haix.
i really dunno wat to do.
juz wanna lead a simple life.. no matter how poor i also don mind.. jux save more n spend less.. but seems like its harder to do it..........
but i will still try.
juz becos i love u.
im juz a innocent girl who hopes loves is everything n could over our financial issue.
but back to reality.....
its difficult to avoid this topic
MONEY.

but pls work hard....... for e seek of our future.
i love u......

2009-06-16T01:37:00.002+08:00

Active in blogging??
no la! juz tat nothing better to do ...... so blog !

anyway its tuesday... hubby is on off day
meeting hubby early the morning for breakfast and den back to my place for a rest before going out for a WINDOW Shopping! haha! hopefully i can resist the tempation of buying things.
i beta save! im damn super broke now la! haix what to today... owe here pay there......... haix.......
sigh!
now at work going for work soon!
:) update more when im free.

2009-06-15T04:26:00.001+08:00

cant wait to see my hubby!
although it just 3 days... i'm missing him badly!

tats how im so attached with him! ha!
u are my everything u heard that!
don ever try to run away from me!
i won let u go!
u understand!
we muxx hand in hand walk thru the days!
i love u hubby!

iphone coming back to me.... there goes the games i gonna download!
haha~ hoorrray.... 3.0 coming out sooon
cant wait to upgrade the firmware!
yipppie
iphone come back to ma ma!

2009-06-08T01:40:00.004+08:00

Work load was fine today...
having a slight headache and my knee start to hurt!
T.T

dunno why lik that......
feeling tired of working......... cant wait to go holiday with my parents n bf....
wanna enjoy the cooling moment in genting! haha!
tis mth spend quite much on bowling...
gotta save for my vietnam trip at the end of the year.
hoping i could save more.... to cover my loses last yr nov!
haix
talk about it... i juz couldnt let go of my 3k! haix
why am i so unfortunate for it!
why am i the choosen wan!
i thought we are friends..... n u chose to betray me!
u cheated on ur religious toooooooooo
haix
................

i have nthing to say juz to say its over......... and i have to go back to sq 1

T.T
im lose!

2009-06-07T04:28:00.003+08:00

work as per normal...........
act like nothing had happen...
work still work.....

that all.................
like my hubby say do what u shld do........
think less..... don let it affect my mood.
so here i am updating~
:)

i'm so hungry now~ T.T
looking at others.......... they have slim down so muxh!
ME~~!!! getting FAT!
sigh! how how how!
how can i lose another 10kg!
T.T
no determination...... no exercise.... no control...
how to slim down!
think mux really go lipo liao!
haha!
den beauti.........ful................. bo.....dy..............

hahahahahaaa

i miss my hubby~

2009-06-06T05:49:00.002+08:00

Such a long time since i last updated.
time to update.... :)

life!!! is great....... having my hubby by my side i feel bliss! :P
hubby is being understanding and taking care of me lots....... guess he is 1 part of my life now!
how would i survive without him! hahaha!!!! (*u mux be happy!!! wifey is saying this out lOUD)
haha.......

work was bad! supervisor confronted me... saying i have changed... from bad to worst!
tis hurts me lot... i teared!
i didnt expect he say that to me!
i didnt change! i still who i am... i still help out... but he say i changed
i tottaly upset about what he say... he was the want who change
throwing temper at us.... taking me for granted...
is like helping him to do supervisor job is a must! but heh!!! where's my promotion...
when talk about it u say its difficult... i already... given in.......... trying to do whatever i can.. yet wat my remark at the end of the year! haix
totally disappointed.
but i have to bear with it... this is my job...
am doing what i suppose to do
and yes... im not going to do others that is not within my job scope!
i may have changed yes... juz becos u the wan who force me toooo............
put work aside...............
when i need to enjoy i will enjoy.............

having hubby by my side simply make me feel so relax!
muackx!!!!!! love u deep deep oh!

cant wait for genting trip... penang trip..... n vietnam trip..............
:)

woooooo that would be soooooooo FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahhahaah

im so crazy!
:)

2009-04-20T00:56:00.001+08:00

SUPER upset!!!!!!!

thought i could meet my bf... but tooo bad......... time doesnt permits.

T.T

tear falling down.......... so stupid me.... juz small small thing.. makes me feel sad...........

haix

dunno why.... when i hear that he couldnt make it.... my heart feel so sour........ so wanna meet him....... if i didnt plan to expect to meet him....... i should have overtime...... haix.. but anyway im home...... typing....... juz hoping that i could type out my heart n feel better after it.................

haix......

work was fine..... whole day at work, nthing much to do....... was waiting for smses but none came in..........

2009-04-13T23:30:00.002+08:00

wao! its being a wk since i last update!!! of cos la.... back to work liao so busy with work... haha n of cos meeeting my beloved hubby.....

so fast mid april liao............... and things is going on smoothly......... hoping its juz go on strong n smoooth..... :)

work was fine..... dunno is it rest for so long.... no strength to push drum lik last time at work.... hahaha ... suddenly felt so weak...

was kinda upset... about my rosey perfume... it was stolen.. at work.... locker didnt lock someone somehow access my locker n took e perfume awy... juz realise yesterday night... juz a week onli my perfume gone.......... whoever took it will be cursed by me! hmmmpph! cheap perfume also wanna take... juz less den 20 bucks perfume lor get urself la! why took mine! haix

thurs going to bowl....... at westbowl hopefully i be able to score well... :) suckx at the lane there... some more i wanna try singapore open.. so going to try e MQ on thurs.....
pray hard *cross finger* hopefully can get e placing to be spon by PBC club! hooorray!!!!!!!!!!

wanna go back sch.... but sad case....... sch rejected me......... cant study full-time... need to plan for future.. only choice part-time but got rejected... gonna try till i get it.........
if study higher-nitec lik abit useless le........dunno wats my plan juz try for another yr in TP hopefully there's good news for it!
T.T

god i juz need to further my studies to earn a good living pls grant my wish!
i got to buy flat.... car..... and so many thing!! pls pls pls
i will study well!!!! graduate with good grades

2009-03-27T16:31:00.002+08:00

time flies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tomorrow back to work!
:(

MC finished! :(

yesterday.... my hubby asked me to post this out

march09 there's 32 in the calendar! hahaha!
juz accidentally speak it out too fast.........
told hubby don bowl for next wk... cos....... it would be a packed week...
going for batam trip.... need to spend. so told him not to bowl on monday so accidentally blurp it out 32!
hmmmppphhhhh keeep laughing at me somemore

gonna back to work... n time for more overtime if nt no money to spend on bowling....
singapore open.............
holiday trips
haha

2009-03-24T22:39:00.002+08:00

after operation.....feeling better nva took any pain killer.... hmmm.. that's great.
:)

now stay home...... acc hubby..........to work......... wahaha lik tai tai like that...............
so shiok...........

how i wish everyday also can like that..........
saturday going back work liao.............
settle my MC and hopefully........ i'll be enjoying my working and honeymoon period.
:)

2009-03-21T20:47:00.002+08:00

my 4 cute little wisdom tooth!

hubby at work while im at home resting...

hospitalization leave from 20march to 27march...

consider that this month i almost on mc or on leave...

is it a good time?

hmmm don care la......

time to enjoy after saving so much leave for the last 2 yrs....

cant wait to go on a holiday trip with baby.... to celebrate his birthday.. hope he will enjoy it....

seems lik our 2 mths coming is lik 2 yrs....

time passes slow in months....but we juz felt the connection...

alot of time u make me cry... u say u hate urself from making me cry....

but baby u e 1st guy that wouldnt hate to see me cry even in public.............. sometime...............

i feel that are we meant for each other... cos u keep on make me cry........ but after cry my heart out........ it makes me sure that baby will love me more........ den b4...

thats how i feel.. although i wished to control my tear... but some how its hard........

i hope u understand.........

and i really hope that baby could able control his temper........ cos im really scare to see baby in his own temper............

i juz wanna say i miss u alot.... even we didnt meet for a day....... but i know........... u are there in my heart... and i will nva leave u for that........

i will love u for who u are......... and appreciate what u have done for me!

i love u baby!

hope u will tooo...........

for u

2009-03-19T17:04:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow is e O day... O stand for operation.... wahaha! im seriously so scare now la...
4 wisdom tooth le......
after 12 i cant eat le got to fast...........
till tml... be at e hospital at 11am...
hopefully when i wake u is not so painful..........
T.T

i dunno wat to update le la.....
juz waiting for batam trip........... with my huby go there look see look seee...
wheeeeeeee

2009-03-14T20:11:00.002+08:00

ITs saturday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

going to have a challenge with my hubby later!
hopefully i win de bet............... :)
going to bet with him later..........
:P

going to try out my new widow! that he bought for me! haha
love him deep deep.....
BPR was no longer available yet he still can get it for me.. n he bought this as a surprise of my return from taiwan trip so touch*
baby the best.... treat me the best................
:) i will treeat him e best tooo!

simply love baby to the core...
baby..... don get so work up on him......
wifey abit scare when u look fierce...
i lobve u

2009-03-13T21:21:00.003+08:00

homie homie!

missed home... so muuchy....... but actually missed hubby more... wahaha
rashes slightly better.. no more itchy juz once in a while... maybe really due to taiwan weather...... that im allegry to it

started work yesterday... first day of work got injured lol! suay ar supposingly im on leave wan lo... but come back early so go back work earlier.... but........ haiz got cut on my finger... but nbm la.... not deep cut.. but next time got to be careful lor.. if not kanna scold..... T.T

7 more days im going for my wisdom tooth operation.. damn scare la... donnno how would it be after the operation......... and would i be able to ta han the pain anot... i so scare pain.. T.T

hopefully i can ta han den i can relax for my a wk MCs... woooohooooo!!!!!!!!1

AND last but not least!!!!
thanks HUBBY for gettting me the BPR bite !!!!!!!
simply love u soooooo sooooooooooo MUCH!
muackx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-09T22:39:00.002+08:00

Decided to go back SG tomorrow... do some last min shopping.. plus catching plush toy... this is wat i got!
wahahahha!
damn cute n satisfied

got this watch for my baby n me..... dunno he lik it mah

.... 600TWD for 2......

actually not couple but becos they offer 2 for 600 so i bought this.....

i hope baby like it.....but the strip need to adjust wor... cos shld be very very de big :)

now baby n me got couple hp.... couple t-shirt...couple watch liao~!

daddy baby .... U ARE MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!! don ever leave me okay i willl be super upset.... cos

i already have plan for our future no matter what i will not leave u... hope u toooo

i love u baby

having headache now........ later going to pop 2 panadol b4 going to bed....

tomorrow will be buying hair wig...going to cost another 100 .....

gonna use credit card n pay....

T.T...

next month muz save abit liao.....

credit card shld be ard 700plus.... omg!

hahha save save save

2009-03-09T10:29:00.002+08:00

yesterday was e best weather! we train down to gao xiong. the high speed railway cost us about 2500twd per pax. so expensive la e travelling speed was from 206km/h to 290km/h........very fast took us about 1hr40mins to 2 hrs.... timinig and service were excellent.... not like singapore service super duper lousy...we ought to learn from them.... wahahahhaa.........................
now taipei raining again........................... shld be non-stop wan sigh.......................
super sian

2009-03-07T22:32:00.004+08:00

thought weather would be fine.... but noope.....

train down to long shang temple.....

got this few charms for my families.... hoping for fortune... health n love~
:)

they were cute... nothing muxh to get so get them tis as a soveneir

got this for my bowling friends n myself.... love the color hope they lik it.....

got it at dan shui area.... train down to dan shui n took a ferry to yu ren ma tou....

reach the ma tou DAMN heavy rain lor.... den didnt cross e bridge cos really spoilt my mood but took some picture to make sure i being there.... after tat train to shi lin..... walk ard shilin... quite qqueit probly becos its raining season... so not much pple at e area..... there got nice clothings n nice food.... but juz eat those food but not buying those clthing... cos need to save money liao not much left to spend for e next few days....

got this tee shirt....... for my hubby n me~ hehe i chose e color purple cos it has become my favourite color... so... baby have to wear whatever color i chose!

if i ever like pink.... baby hubby going to scold me! hahahaha cos he may need to weak PINK toooo wahahahahaha!!!!!!

my friend n i was so fed up abt the weather was trhinking whether we can bring forward our flight n probly fly home on tues....... cos e raining seasons makes us don feel comfortable...

and she got blister from wearing her new shoe that she bought here n......... i got rashes from dunno either my face cream or e place here im sensitives...

haix..........

hopefully can travel home early cos my face is geting more worst~ and e best parT my ear are damn red.... and hot.............. n im damn scare it will FALL off!!!! *cross my finger hopefully im fine........... n all this is juz normal!

haix

i miss my baby i so wan my baby to take care of me! i wan u badly now!

love u always!

2009-03-06T22:51:00.010+08:00

baby is this wallet okay? to mee is abit 6Os de feeling but i quite like but dunnoo u mama like anot.. ask her take alook....

tis is juz coin purse~ very lady also abit 6Os de feeling ask u mom which is okay for her~

if both also dun lik... den i find some others more fashion de bah!

tis is for u baby........, dunno u lik it anot cos to me quite unique n limited ed~

onli 2 outlet sell tis tee ... but when i bought it den i know its limited ed in taiwan... hahaha

so u are e lucky 1 to have it in singapore. sure nobody have de......

i lik cos it says taipei nike nn de side got TPE nike Logo.. like nationak jersey.. juz dat its not polo- tee or sleeveless jersey...

hope baby lik it.....

my boots tat i wore got caught in e rain water plus e sole drop off!!! kns! have to buy shoe... so bought tis cos i was at taipei 101 shopping aread incase u all have no idea taipei 101 sells BRANDED GOODS like GUCCI LV.... oh my god!
lucky got nike shop so got tis... if nt dunno how to walk ard liao lor!~
today we drop from CKS memorial quite far from taipei 101 about 5 MRT stops away n walk.................... abt 2hrs to reach taipei 101.. hahaha!!!!

so self satisfied... hahaha! walk so far.. n nva get lost hehe

power right! i got good memory when walk n look at map.......

but make sure i understand e sign.....

bought lots of stuff...

boots bag.... jeans shirt

now left with nothing muxh.... n yes! its onli de 2nd day! hahaha

no more spending on stuff... probly try to control... hahaa

onli able to spend juz on food can liao!

weather is getting colder! now is 12degC quite cold.....

i wan u by my side....

missing u now.. cos u at ehub bowling with them without me! i wanted to go there n bowl de!!!! how could u dump me ... T.T

i wan to bowl there tooooooo!!!!

i missssssssseesssssssss UUUEUEEUEUEUEUUEEUEUEU

i WanT U!

2009-03-05T20:31:00.003+08:00

it's raining in taiwan!!!! we have to run back to hotel! sianz!
8.30pm only lor!!!!! got to go back hotel..
nvm....
endure
still got 7 more days!
so many cutie tings lor but.... don wana buy first~ haha endure! haha if not no money food
not bad... quite cheap for small sidez.

missing my baby~ n his not online so wanna see him... wanna text him but scare later he scold me cos he wan me to save n not waste! T.T
i miss u!!!!

2009-03-05T01:19:00.002+08:00

counting down to another 11hrs i will be on the plane flying to taiwan!! im excited to be there... and im kinda miss my hubby....
hubby staying over to acc me till i fly off.....
nt going to slp so early.. so can see hubby longer~
i took a total of 6days leave for my taiwan trip.
looking forward hopefully can see something special n buy home~

i will miss baby~
i will bring the ring over n handle with care!

btw baby... past 12midnight...

HAPPY MONTHSARY MY baby HUBBY~
i love u!!!!!

2009-03-01T21:09:00.001+08:00

Now not in the good mood to chat....
don really lik his emo attitude..... but still have to endure... cos i love him
so mux accept him for who he are............
i hope he could substain the emo in him....
even.......... lost pin 10 or my pin 7 nvm.........
forget it alright...........

2009-02-28T19:38:00.002+08:00

i'm now blogging at alley while my hubby is bowling his master event at chevrons.

had a small argument with him tis morning....

juz becos of the things i said.

he meant it wrongly.... n den he drink beer to ease his uncomfortable , unhappiness.

he thought that i would juz leave him becos wat had happen yesterday.

though we got together not long.... but the bond we had was more den what pple think... at least to what i guess.

i know baby is trying hard to change his habit... i know it..... but i do hope tis habit will be away from u till e day i die~

right now u meant so much to me that i dun wanna lose u....

i hope u're e same.

chevrons connection damn lousy la! kns lor... while writing this blog its cut off my connection so angry!

baby bowled the 4th game liao first 3games got problem picking up spares but nvm......
n yes baby trying to be EMO!!!! again!!!!!! cannot ta han his emoing lor~ hopefully he can endure e rest of the 6 games
while looking at baby bowling... me updating here... n having my junk food with me... yummy.....
baby now playing pin 10 hopefully.. he can win some money back to cover tis game event,,,,,
shall stop here b4 e connection cuts off again

2009-02-27T23:36:00.003+08:00

i know u will be reading this...
juz wanna let u know seriously im super duper upset with the call ...
i expected u telling me that..... i dunno why
u are easily tempted by IT.
haiz maybe becos...... u be with IT for tooo long........ n suddenly u stop seeing n smelling IT u feel uncomfortable..
i juz so angry tat ROLAND gave IT to u!
why cant he jjuz stick IT to himself instead of OFFERINNG u
i really very upset... i nearly broke down n cry when i hear it... but becos my dad is behind me... i asked u to hang up~ i don wish to let him know i tear~
u should have know it...
i tear easily..... n yet u let me tear it again...........
nt becos of u are fierce or wat.. is the hurt u give...... it may not b a big hurt.. but it just makes me feel upset........
i thought my baby would able to control it...
but i haven left chevrons for long........ he took it......
i dunno how are u going to survive when im away for 8 long days..........
i really dunno how many stick are pple offering u... or u bought it urself.
i know u are being honest with me... but in both ways it hurts me...........
i know u will smoke back when im nt in town....... but i din expect it to be so damn FAST!
i know i shouldnt complain much cos u change this for me... i apprecicate it......
but i juz wan our life to be simple......
smoking is for leisure.... for ur pleasure....... but..... i dun wan IT to be part of our life........
i juz wan.. us only n not IT with u~
IT doesnt belongs to u.... nor me..........
i belong to u
n u belong to me.................
i juz wan the 2 of us~ n nOt IT
im jealous of IT... i hate IT lot............
i really hope baby says that he wont touch it... cos IT makes u feel uncomfortable... n feel like puking would be true..
cos i know
when Promise is being made...
it will be broken.......
so i won hope for muxh..
jux pray hard that u keep that promise u had say.

2009-02-27T19:09:00.005+08:00

baby so fierce.... i so scare~ T.T
don lik baby to be so fierce.........
now at his shop.... waiting for time to arrive n got to head home... early............
sigh~ due to morning shift have to go off earlier den usual........ cant acc him for long
anyway its okay la.. cos tml still can meet him.... he now busy helping pple to drill ball.. business today should be good enough. thx that he got good sales at least........ he can get more off to acc me ! haahahaaa
oh today while baby waited for me to end work n come to chevrons look for him...
baby once again played with e toy machine and got a mini... mouse for me.. so cute.... cheek got like de... haha~ so funny e minnie~ cute! sweet....
love baby lot lot... treat me good good
....
but if baby temper not so short i more happy...
if nt whenever baby angry or fierce... i so scare.... n den i will shut myself up be a quite gal!

fasting month coming early tis yr.. gonna fast........... this aug~
and yes DIETing programme comming up soon.
hopefully i can........... get it right!!!!!!! for e seek of ******* photos.
6 more days to my taiwan trip.. gonna miss baby much hopegfully baby will be good boy............. n den counting down to my arrival from taiwan.

nothing much to update nothing much to say...

2009-02-26T23:55:00.004+08:00

dating day 2~!
today dating schedule was packed!
went to open a joint acc..... hubby darling took out his money to open tat acc for future purposes
after tat head down to clementi to renew my bowling PBC member.... follow by drop by to his auntie wake and den to chinatown to look for holiday trips...... hubby paying........... and....... im going to BALI! hooorrrayyyy... but its juz a initial plan... not confirmed.. hopefully can go there 4days 3 nights would be good enough.
after tat head down to pasir ris bowl.... at downtown to look or uncle roy.. drop by his shop n have a nice chit chat session with him...............
after chit chat sesssion went to watch movie..... " marlyn and me"
i was asleep for the 1st hour.. hahaa! paiseh la...... toooo tired...... and sabo my hubby.......
i lean on him.. make him couldnt move... so guilty lor!
but hubby say nvm... still i feeel paiseh....
while waiting for the show... hubby went to play the toy machine...... this time rd down in luck.. hubby spend quite alot but couldnt get the toy i wanted.....
so heart pain... make baby spend so mucxh...... haix
not a good wifey should do~

anyway intending to get a new ball.....
dunno wat ball should i get..... still lik widow series... but not coming out any.... new one~
hopefully there's something thats suit OCC if this time rd.. singapore open is organising by orchid bowl.

2009-02-24T23:52:00.001+08:00

got my pay! YES~
but sadly... i now left.... 200 hundred for e month of leaving~
pay all gone to allowance and expenses........
im so darn broke now~ cant expect my bf to take care of my expenses till e next pay day right!haiz.........
sad case......
didnt went to work was not feeling well...
stomach ache... fainting spell comes in......
found blood strips in my urine and poo poo...
damn horrible...
dunno what had hapen la damn scare........ but..... right now still not so bad..
hopefully im alright~

2009-02-21T21:52:00.005+08:00

hubby enjoying his bowling game...while me...... doing nothing at work!
haha! that's great =_='

got a pair of phone for both of us~
SE K770i
i got the ultra violet & soft black.....
:)

paiseh~ purple so big n clear but not the black~ :P

the phone so nice n cute! cannot ta han~ see the phone... remind me of my hubby~
missing hubby right now~T.T
hubby wan bowling don wan me.......
he enjoy bowling while i working~ i so sad!
T.T

since got time... me trying to change my blog layout~ abit bored this template... going to look for wan and see how it goes.............
gonna work overtime later.....

and yes! 4 more days to payday!
but eventally my pay will go to pay for my DEBT how great it is~
being kind... lended my friend to pay her rent... end up........... she went MIA...
i couldnt get a single cent from her!
and that's it! lesson learnt no more............ being kind to pple...
needed money? borrow from bank! im super poooorrrrr now!
needed money to pay my OWN debts! how great it is~
if she got the heart to treat me like her buddy... she wouldnt do tis to me...
i hate to chase my money back..... its lik i owe that person instead of e person who owes me...
sigh! i was so stupid to lend her am i?
if she able to read tis... how great would it be...
at least let me know she got difficulties... n she can return me slowly... rather den missing in action n i searching for her like hell right....
everyday bomb her 1 sms... 1 call.. 1 email.......... do u all know how expensive it is~
haiz..........
i really wish god can read it..... n let her return me my money!
im so dead poor!
thx to baby hubby for all the things he do for me....
providing me money........... when i needed...
duno wat would i do without him!
i love him lots....
muackx.

2009-02-18T01:46:00.002+08:00

today was my rest day....... supposedly.. to meet sue for movie... but den my baby hubby toook off cos of me!!!! so touch! so i decided to meet sue dearie on wednesday after work
hubby stayed over previous night~ and acc me n mom for lunch.... n den........... after that went to bowling proshop to help his friend to drill his ball......... after that we head down to jurong pooint....... baby sooooo smart................
use 1 try to catch 1 big cute angel Pooh~
haa
nice wan....... so cute... but the poooh.... quality no good e... e material keep fall off.... kanna my whole body... with the fur~ wahaha after that... head down to Lot 1 decided to watch movie~ nthing much to do......... watch looking for star~
nt a bad plot after all.......
quite touching~ did cry... haha! by the time abt 11 plus liao~ so headed back home.....cos next day got to work.....

after watching the looking for star.~ i wish e song that play can be played at my wedding~ e song are so cute~
i want it to be........ i wish baby hubby...... could do much like e movie... to make me happy.. hahaaha
am i too greedy?
hmmmmm i think so.........
but ........ every gal... also wan fairytale story wan what....
although im turning 23 tis yr.... but i stilll hope to be as young as ever.......................
i hope baby... can cuddle... me........... treat me... super super nice~ say things that is sweet............... that meltz my heart...................wan to be his forever........... wan him to be faithful to me......... and no one else..........
wahahaaa im so greedy!
baby hubby can u do tis!
hehe
^ hint hint^

i jux wan all this to be reality...........
n i willl be urs forever~
:)

2009-02-16T18:22:00.002+08:00

going to extract my POOR little 4 wisdom tooth this coming march.

damn scare la!

total bill about 1.4k

damn! im now so broke dunno how am i going to pay!

friend owe me money.......... now cant find her ...... dunno wat happen.......... being dragging since nov up till now~

colleagues n friends say wont able to get back liao~ is it really lik tat... i really dun wish it is the truth that she's running awy lor~

haiz

financial so unstable very sianz

some more my future cannot be me alone thinking liao~ so many things need to be plan in advance sigh!!!!

cant i have my money back! i really need the cash....haiz

becos of this issue~ my darling hubby got to suffer with me~ by saving n allow me to spend when i go taiwn... siggh! felt to guilty..

T.T

i juz so in love~

2009-02-15T16:50:00.002+08:00

baby hubby felt insecure......
he scare i will leave him for others.....
the necklace dropped and the black wrapping ard the pendent breaks.
hubby is scare about the incident... to be superstitious...... its nt a good sign...
but i assure my darling that nothing would happen.
but in my heart.......... im scare tooo...
both of us scare about that matters... but im trying to let him know here that no matter what i won wanna destroy the love he gave me.... i wanna go according to the plans we had......... and im now trying very hard to save for our future.

he was the onli guy i felt this way.. when we met and how we started it off................ the feeeling is juz sorry different.. i dunno why... but when i felt guilty i cried.. hubby cried with me......... the love he gave me was unconditionally....
and i feel blessed with it........ without happening all those past relationship i have........ i think i won have him now~
im lucky to have him now... prob this is call fate.
we are fated to know each other at this point of time.
if plan doesnt goes out smoothly..... i lose him he lose me......... we seriously lose everything.
now everything we had in mind was waiting for Sept to come...............
planning has being made... and its waiting for the time to come.

pple may think that we are rushing... and we are having unrealistic thinking...
but i wanna assure everyone........ we are old enough to think about our future.. and it was the right time to do the right thing...............
we don wanna drag toooo long.......... as my past yrs r/s was a failure cos we drag it tooo long................
marriage is something that we exchange vow regardlesss of rich poor or sickness...we prepare to vow infront of our fellows peeps........becos we know that no matter wat difficulty we facing we are going to face it together.

this is the onli way we felt the secure we have.. and
jackson baby........ hubby................ to be...............
i love you
pei yi baby ............ wifey........... to be...........

2009-02-14T16:30:00.005+08:00

Happy Valentines Day~

Went down to town today with my darling hubby~

walk around Ps and down to marina sq and head back home... didnt wanna walk so much cos knee was hurting me badly.....

darling gave me necklace

before we were out to town.

he bought this even b3fore he know me..... its was actually something important to him.

it's a necklace that he wants to give to his only..... that wat he told me... and here iit is.. he gave to me... cos im someone important and special to him.

i feel so happy that he told me this... prob guys are born to sweet talk to galz.

i not sure... but whatever it is.... im happy to have him now!

when we walk to ps we bought our couple ring......

as usual v'day all price went up........ bought tis at 100plus... super EX....

darling uses this to propose to me! wahahahaha!!!!! so cute! nva forget that moment......

and it juz a temp ring before we getting the real 1....

everything is coming toooo fast........... lik the fairytales i wan it to be....................

planning has being made..............everything comes to us so naturally.......

hopefully i get all my goood friends wishes when the day comes.

im happy to have him.. and that's the promise i nva break.no matter what........ i will nva give up on our love..... nva ever leave u when there's problem...

cos i juz wish to have a simple love.......... life...........

spending the time with the 1 i love..... stay with him.......... have a listening ears to him..........

walk thru all finiancial problems ..............

...

Darling hope u will read this and i wanna telll you that i lOVE you!

theere maybe no forever...but as long im with u.... i will nt leave u and it will always remain as love!

my love

2009-02-05T13:30:00.000+08:00

got to know my love.... :)......

after so long finnallly updating my blog once again.

pple is wondering how i get to know him?

haha~ got to know him thru bowling........

he now currently working in proshop...... at chevrons... do look for him! so he got more sales....haha

anyway........... is feeling happy to know him.

nva i had someone who care so much about me .......

all my Ex's didnt care as much as he do..............

maybe becos still honeymoon period?

mom is glad that i found someone like him......

my family aknowledge him already and im happy that my family do like him..

life is now filled with fun & love.....

i have gotten wat i wan and i hoping everything is going smoothly.

right now

2008-10-09T01:09:00.002+08:00

here is a pic.... that i took after my night shift on my way home............

its gives me a nice feeling so i would lik to share it with u guys........ hope u can feel wat i feel.....

when u are down..... there's always a path to guide u to the brightess rd.......... which leads u to success.

2008-09-01T04:07:00.002+08:00

train down to comex again!
n mrt are packed with pple...
saw this old uncle in his 70s to 80s gave up his seat to an old lady about 70s tooo.......
i saw it i was lik OMG! an old uncle giving up seat for an old lady... HOW nice it was of him.
we youngster shld really think about how we should give up seats to those who need more den us~
why are pple so inconsiderate...... we ought to learn good things from the elder.
ha!
and tonight was my last night shift... going for my off rest day...
and FASting starteD!
hmmmm........ diet time... plus! save money! haha
!
im so broke..
but yet i wanna get a digi cam..... lappy........ n upcoming hp!
lol
spoilt gal i am... wanna have so much stuff...
human juz cant satisfy for an item

2008-08-26T17:32:00.001+08:00

was walking in the rain!
damn heavy!!!!!
suddenly juz feel lik blogging abt it.
while walking home in the rain... thinking back to my secondary sch life...
when we will weear sch U n run..... in the rain.... n we go wet... but was fun..
miss those days when im still young...shld have treeasure tat beautiful moment...
now everytime busy with work.... no time to enjoy....
but it still life~
anyway.... im going on strict diet !!!!!
i gain 4kg n its horrible!

2008-08-20T12:37:00.001+08:00

Not gonna blog muxh anymore...
feel tired of blogging already~

tat's about it

2008-08-10T01:00:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to me myself and I

got prezzie from
richard..... my god pa.... my dad ... my mom ..... my yi yi....
LOL
!!! happy gal! today...
its my BIg DAY! hahaa

2008-07-15T21:09:00.002+08:00

irresistible of this shoe!

simply spoilt myself again!

hahaha! tat y i cant stop myself from updating here!@

2008-07-01T01:53:00.001+08:00

im back frm phuket!!!!!
have fun.....
n im now a big red lobster
will upload more pic when i got time..
gotta wake up later at 6 plus...
slping soon...............
take care guys
miss ya

2008-06-25T03:23:00.001+08:00

IT's PAYDAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!
and half of it GONE! haha!
to pay my debt! sianz! no money liao`
3 more days im flying off to phuket! yeah! can go enjoy n shopping lor!!! cant wait!!!
happy happy happy!
nting much to update basically juz busy with work... n home...
now watching taiwan tv series..... 惡作劇2吻 quite funny!
not bad:)

2008-06-19T07:20:00.002+08:00

Im so lOUSY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
for the past 3 days... i bowl liked shit la!
144 146 156 216 131 146 158 198 149....
CAN U BELIEVE IT!
haiz!
how to qualify for master! sigh!!!!
cant i juz bowl constantly! and den try to spare it even i cant strike!
argh!
im such a loser!
every daY.... HAVE TO BOWLED TILL 11pm.. so tired!
tml will be morning shift.... hopefully i won feel tired!
i miss my sayang^^
i miss my love!
sob sob sob!
where is my love!
hahahahah!!!!
damn stupid now.. nthing to blog~
hand pain leg pain.. throat pain. so many pain.........................
T.T

2008-06-17T04:30:00.002+08:00

NAG=Nag!!!! LOL
NAG= National aged group.
started yesterday monday 16jun08
first blk of singles... bowl like crap.
total pinfall 449...!!! shit la!
bowling was bad... wrist still hurt!
how to bowl lik tat.
few days back at work... got a cut on my left hand index finger....
now still bleed abit...
throat ulcer is back again!
shit!!!!
going to see doctor soon...
its the fourth time i got this... stupid ulcer......
last 3 times was during attachment at plant..
now it came back again!
haiz.....
dunno how siaz!
jealous jealous jealous!
sob sob sob... i wish i was being love....by u!
sigh! i wish i got a bf... who can exchange gifts lik today... so sweet!
jealous jealous jealous~
i miss u!

2008-06-14T01:26:00.003+08:00

having a bad headache now~
woke up tis morning feeling moody.......
my colleague says tat i look mooddy...i didnt know it can shows...
work was alright...
as usual busy.... and now im super broke i ate cup noodle for dinner.. sigh.. i really dunno how to survive...
wrist still hurt..... dunno how to bowl on monday liao~
hopefully Uncle Roy's cream tat allows temp pain release works on me on monday.
nothing much to update.
2wks to pay day.... n 2 wk to my holiday trip with my gfs....
cant wait... to fly.......

i miss u!

2008-06-11T22:56:00.002+08:00

I'm officially broke!

friends and i went down to chinatown to buy our tour package..

we decided to go to phuket n right now im broke.

no money to spend liao now 3days meal will be a problem tooo! shit!!!!!!

but nvm.. i cant wait to fly to thai n enjoy my weekend there... confirmed will be fun!

going with another 2 gals.. enjoy enjoy! lets go!

super tired.. yesterday watch hk series till 4am.... den slpt for 2 hrs den wake up...

nearly overslpt siaz.. cos too tired press away my alarm continue slp... lucky suddenly half way wake up if nt no need go work liao.. haha

tml.. need to apply leave for my holiday le...

there goes another day.. left 9 days liao~

dunno how!

i wanna save 7 days for nexxt yr.. hopefully i can keep till den~

sob sob sob.....

2008-06-10T22:23:00.002+08:00

went to IKEA alone... train down to queentown n den bus to IKEA!
bought
2 cup 1 black & 1 green... :)
1 storage bag for drawers black
1 chair cushion black
1 hand towel Green
1 bath towel Blue
total cost me 35bucks
later went over to anchor point.. cold storage
bought
apple juice with aloe vera
sambal instant noodle
chunks of crab meat
ready made fish porriage
classic cream of chix n mushroom soup
sadine.... 1 chili type & 1 tomato type
deorderant
facial tissue
toothpaste
aching gel
total bill 34buckx

spend nearly 70sgd today jux by going IKEA n COLD STORAGE
haha~ broke liao! sianz.

tml working morning plus friend bday..
going to spend again..
and me friend n i decide to go chinatown to book the bintan trip package so yeah there goes my
saving liao

wanna ENJOY LIAO yeah!!!!
:)
tomorrow going clubbing cos friend bday thurs sure panda eye liao
sianz

2008-06-10T00:27:00.002+08:00

didnt slpt well for the past 2 days... saturday woke up early.. ard 1 lik tat.... den have lunch at home and den mom wanna go out for a walk... so after lunch.. accompany parent to marina area for shopping...... we walk frm marina to raffles place den back to suntec den to marina... walk till leg sore..... my dad complain abt aching so after tat we head back home... n den reach home i juz change my watch n shoe n off to jurong to catch my company busy. den becos of early celebration for father's day.. i have to wake up early on sunday. so i ask my sayang.. whether he can send me home anot.... hehe... so ican reach home earlier... den in the end....... he say he can send me home! haha so 8 am sharp reach gate n off we go~ in e car he asked whether wan to have breakfast... den i say okay lor... at first we drop by boon lay the nasi lemak there to have breakfast but many pple n long que so we headed to bukit timah habe breakfast.. had 1 plain prata... haha.. den he send me home....slpt for 3 hrs den wake up liao... cos have to go for our lunch at shang rila hotel.. shang palace.... a classy place... waiter n waitress are handsome n pretty... total bill was okay~ :) 200 plus for 6 of us~ after that went shopping in town.. i wore a heel leg so painful lor~ walk till night 8 plus... reach home abt 9... den my sayang so good..... he say let me slp till 11.30.. he come pick me up n go work! nice nice.... so swweeet! hhahahaa
if nt i also have no time to rest... sure have to go home change den out to jurong liao! tired seh.....
den after work... sayang help me check whether cafeteria selling mee soto anot.. cos got craving.. but today is mee siam so i not interested.. he sms me tell me.. den ask me wan go MAC breakfast...I got craving for macdonald's breakfast...den i tell him.. later fat fat.. haha.. but dun care... 1 wk once! he say de.. haha.. so we go for MAC!!! yummy!!!!
uncle uncle.. haha~ he so cute! lol.... sua ku lor nva being to alberts park the mac.. haha! so funny.. den keep calling him uncle.. den he ask me. why suddenly call him uncle den i say.. cos u so sua ku.. haha.... den later i change back to call him sayang~ haha... had my mac griddles! its nice le.... haha oh i treat him for mac breakfast since he so good keep fetch me n send me.. whenever i requested. haha! i so thick skinned... hahaha :) but nvm for my sayang.. he do anything! tsk tsk,,, touched! haha!
love him to bites!
hahahahaa!
sounds in love hor... but......... no la~ juz a work colleague onli... but thx for all the trouble i gave him.. wish him best.. ;)
den reached home sleep till 4pm.. den 5.30 go bowling... at chevrons.. wanna train.. wrist still pain but yeah lor... bowled 3games.. den stopped leh.. need to rest if not pain pain den next monday national age grp cant bowled well... sigh!
rest till next wked lo~
now watching youtube.. den offf to bed lor~
night night .....
i miss my sayang!

2008-06-06T16:49:00.003+08:00

I'm so poor now!
yet i still wana shop.............
ever since i started work........
im such a spoilt gal.
wanting to buy branded stuff... wanting to buy so many things.
and im going on my strict diet! im fat.... friends saying im fat liao!
sigh sigh......................

im such a clumsy gal.
everyday at work sure got myself injure hahaha
even sometimes at home too...
juz so careless n clumsy. :>

went to bed this morning 5 am.
dreamt about my ex bf...hahah.. again!
in e dream was so real... i get to hug him.
maybe im missing the hug i get..........
but is nt a bad dream juz sweet memories...
even though we arent together we are still friends...
i have moved on.... n im now happily singled.
i don need a guy anymore.... for e time being.
i need the joy of freedom.
its nice.. to chil out with friends late n no ones to report too.
oh... juz to mention.. i shld congrat my brother. he's attached! now he won have time to send me to work anymore... hahaha
but its okay.... hopefuly i can get to go for his wedding soon !!! hahahaa
prob going to bintan end of tis mth.. with 1 of my malay friend.,,,
hopefully the trip will be a nice trip.
juz e 2 of us.
:)

2008-06-03T21:39:00.006+08:00

IT's SHOPPPING TIME.................
went to collect my DVD player... at marina....
my sayang drove me to near suntec... and i walk to marina sq.. to collect my player... b4 heading towards marina... went in to carrefour to look for FBT.. cos its the only place i know beside queenway shopping.
soo i bought this... Cos of the lime green..... n all my FBT shorts has gone missing.. so decide to buy... but didnt buy much cos my favourite blue were out of stock... its somethnig lik sky blue color damn nice... but too bad .... will walk ard n look for tat color.

den have being thinking for so long... so i finally bought the greennie slipper!

NICE???

so in love with green la.....

den i bought this green bag~ a handbag type....

haha.... tat's all for spending....

but yeah nvm its green.. nice nice green.........

GREENIE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha!!!!!!!!

n after shopping......... i bump into friends....

have dinner with them... n head by home by train...

friend say 1 mth plus nva meeet.... i look bloated... meaning im fat liao!

super sad....................

no mood lah~

sigh..

i sms my sayang i tell him... he say im nt fat haha trying to console me.. but thx sayang.. muackxz! lol.......... sayang very very cute... his no. 2 say she miss him... i tell my sayang to mms her his photo... sayang say dun wan........ dono whether he talk n his mind... same anot........

somehow i know he feels for no.2 but... becos of age gap... n things... see how they would work it out men....

slowly slowly... im so into u sayang..........

am i in love again!?

haha....... no la.. i doubt so.......... juz a nice feeling having him tats all.. we are juz friends right sayang......

but nevertheless i miss u! haha

2008-06-02T22:49:00.001+08:00

clumsy me... being really very careless... almost everyday sure will hurt myself.. prob... fall, brusies or even cut! sigh....
today hurt my small little finger.. pain pain.....
was trying to be very careful... stil... cant leh.. haha! careless la...
i'm so wan to be love la... not really in commiting in r/s but somehow someone who can let me hug when i feel down... haha...
a r/s without commitment. haha!
i miss u u know................
my heart dunno who to miss also................
everytime think of u n our past... sigh... i really duno wat am i doing.
trying to be wild n yet scare to get hurt... im super super............. wrong.. in doing all this..
anyway.. im now so in love with branded stuff... yet i need to control myself!
A BIG NONO in spending again! kk...
COnstance LOKE u mux stop it!
haha

2008-06-01T14:53:00.005+08:00

FROM this:

TO this:

My sister doesnt lik tat bag... so we change to this..

if she don lik it ... means not our problem liao....

haha

mom quite love tis.. so we got tis plus a top up of 600 buckx.

anyway long long didnt update my blog...

hmmm.. being busy with bowling n work.. didnt really got the time to blog...

got entered into e FINAL in SG open graded B... but.... didnt manage to bowl well.. sigh....

few wks back was clumsy... hurt myself.... while working... got hit on my head... n den fall... n hurt myself...

thought was nothing .. so i rested for a wk in prepare for my bowling competition... but in the end.... it was so bad tat on Final... my pratice throw... i heard some sound... den i know.. my wrist is hurt.... so yeah didnt bowl well...

today went for another selection bowl quite badly tooo.. .but i don care juz bowl lor... till last game den see can get in anot... n yeah luck is with me.. im a last qualifier.. haha so i did got into the selection hoorray......... haha

here a pic of my swollen red hand!

Front view......

Side view.....

2008-05-31T15:05:00.000+08:00

Met up with Elvin on friday.... went for a drink at eski bar... n den moved on to jazz bar...
.nice place........ its being long since i last went to boat quay... its nice to meet him up n have a nice chat with him... stay up till 2 plus... n den we walk to lavender street...which i needed to go over to casket centre to help out my friend's father wake.
stay over there till saturday.... saturday was last day of e wake... went to mandai cremination place.. its lik oh my god.. now the place is almost fully air-conditioned... helping out was tiring.. but yeah tis kind of thing we cant complain... at leasat loosen his work load over there so he can have time to accompany his mom.
got home abt 7 plus... after a hot bath... im off to bed....... till tis morning.. wahahaha
slp lik a pig.. friend call me didnt pick up.. friend sms me... lazy to reply.. to tired liao........
so yeah lo.. haha..........

2008-05-23T23:25:00.003+08:00

2nd sister don lik e Gucci bag.. we buy.. so mom decided to change it..

sad! i wannna have that bag~

anyway caught my eye on this gucci belt at 580sgd.. i think... sob sob expensive... see no touch! be good gal... juz enjoy its a nice belt can le.

2008-05-22T12:48:00.002+08:00

Didnt have enough slp...
bowled on the first day of Singapore open...
bowled 2 mq....
1st mq..... score 666
2nd mq score 690
yesterday...
3rd mq 743 !!!!
last game pull me down.. if not i can sit down n relaz.....
hopefully!
i can do well......... n stay in te q ualifiying rds... so i can sit back n relaz...
will alway keep a look out n go down faber to support my friends... n see others bowling...
yeah!

tmolo working liao... sian so tired...
body aching....

at work was so careles... got my head.. hit aganist a pipe line with flange n bot n nut...
when feeling the head... it hurts! sigh.. hopefully its nthing serious!
pray pray pray~

2008-05-19T18:25:00.004+08:00

I'm such a spoilt brad! haha!

Went in to GUCCI with mom... once again..

bought 2 bag

Lol... itz juz a normal n simple bag.. but is for 2nd sister... my dad pays it.

next is this~ bought for eldest sister...

mom pays it...

mom was saying always wanted to get her a branded bag but sis always say no need... so tis time rd.. we went in n mom say tis bag suits her.. so we bought it..

n i sign it with my credit card! LOL.... own card le! heavy pay!!!! T.T.......

before went for shopping... brought dad n mom to paragon for dim sum... at crystal jade...

e place is super class la! nice nice nice atmosphere.... food was okay... not very bad .... e service is 100% good....

price was resonable....

spent abt 110plus lik tat.. for e lunch.... den went on to shopping...

mom still haven give up on tivoli but as usual no stocks.. but e lady gave us a cost centre no. to call them up n check whether on tat day itself do they come in stock.

hmmm.. thats good.. so every time.. frree den call lo~ haha. hopefully 1day i can get it for her~!

even though its was a yr ago design.

haha!

goin to work later... kinda tired...

n den starting tomolo i will be busy lo~

bowling... bowling....:)

singapore open tml.... hopefully i can bowl... well... pay faster come in.. if nt no money to spend le....

hmmm... anyone wanna spon me! haha!

2008-05-19T01:02:00.001+08:00

got back from work!
work from 8am to 12 mid ... haha! 16hrs le~ power anot
yesterday after work...
reach home eat... den force myself to slp at 2.30... den woke up at 5 plus
dreamt about ex bf! ha! so got woke up~ sigh~
but nvm
sayang come pick me up n den we head to gombak to get our breakfast den go work.. den work.. sigh today work load was heavy~ n im so tired about it! hahaah~ but
nvm. pay is coming in....
hp bill .. 107sgd.. seh so expensive! no money to pay!
sigh
ask my ex wat he congrat me about den he say nthing..
i tell him tat if congrat me attached im nt .. cos i still miss him
congrat me for overtime... but it tired!
i jux wanna say i miss him

2008-05-18T01:24:00.003+08:00

sigh! wat is he trying to tell me when he text me congrat?
he trying to say congrat me for being attached? or i missed someone?
didnt he know i still miss him alot?
somehow we don seems to keep in contact anymore but my feeling for him still strong?
tigger.. my clothing still at his place.
do i really need to get back n tats de end or shall i juz leave it....
in fact i don really bother to get back everything from him.. wats past is past....
but am i silly to hold some torch for him?
nobody ever knows our r/s............. we started it of quietly n ended it quietly.....
its sad to recall but. i feel sweet when i think of it.
i do miss him lots.
but i know i can move on without him.
becos time n age never wait for u or for me.
friends keep on match make me.... im so tired.. why cant it started of juz lik friends instead.. why muz lik heh i intro u tis good guy his good...blah blah blah...
come to think of it... its e 3rd time pple wanna match make me..
im arent tat good yeah..........
im juz so bad! im a bad girl.
after all e failure in my r/s ... im scare of committing yet i wanna be love.. its such contradicting.....
i wanna be wild.. i wanna play ard when im still young... i wanna do lots of crazy things when i don dare too....
its somethings tat i really wanna try..
but yet i scare once i try... i will never turn back.
haiz i really donno wat i want... lik studies like work like r/s i really duno wat i wanted....
its u dar.. tat makes me wanna be wild yet wanna be good to get u back.
sigh! how on earth can i learn to grow up!
i alway think pple arent mature enough n i was mature enough to handle r/s thats comes....
but sometimes i felt tat im so childish....
trying hard to feel alright infront of pple.. helping them to solve their problems.. but yet i cant help myself to be strong...
but at least now im strong enoough to handle whatever comes by...
hopefully watever i do.. doesnt hurt pple feeling...i juz wanna be more active den i used to be...
learn to be more openminded...
learn to makes loot of friends.... PURELY friendship.........
juz don wann attached for the moment.. be it im waiting for him to come back or be it.. i wanna play somemore...
i'm still young i doesnt need to commit.... maybe when i grow much older n thinks beter.
haha
going to work later... at 8am.. got to wake up at 6am.. sigh busy working schedule! but more money coming in! hoorray.. bills n shopping n saving.... coming in sooon..sigh! poor little girl!
hahaha......
sayang going to pick me up later...
wooopsxx! WRX haha i love him lots!

2008-05-17T02:08:00.002+08:00

I got my DBS Credit card already! haha

i now owned a credit card. yeah! haha

happy happy.....

:)

jux finished work.. ate mee goreng for supper~ :)

im so full.... yummy yummy....

watching hong kong tv series.....

anyway my friend marcus juz book out~

miss him soo much~ hope to meet him up before he book in again.

hope his doing well..

for me... hmmm work was alright~ not bad.

working working working

monday will be registering for singapore open.. good luck to me.

haha i mux try to bowl well tis time rd. haha

good night.

:)

2008-05-15T21:43:00.002+08:00

slp slp slp~ that is wat i have for e 2days! haha~

i have being sleeping non stop. :)

feeling very tired this few days... but i have a good good slp~

tomorrow will be working afternoon.. this wkend burnt liao..need

to work cant enjoy my weekend le.. but its alright~ haahaa

nthing much to update... cos nothing special happen

2008-05-13T17:27:00.002+08:00

Super bored!
slept the whole day! haha! feel so slpy.... bet tat tonight i can slp early n prepare for work tomolo.....

its a good think to rest at home... i needed some rest... mom say i looks pale... n ask me wat happen to me.haha
juz feeling tired tat all... haha

2008-05-11T22:12:00.001+08:00

Nva had a bad dinning before... tis is the first time!!!!
frm 630pm till now!!! juz reach home.. sitting at the resturant for nearly for 4hrs yet all the food not served.. got so fed up! so... cancelled 3 orders n proceed to another place to have my dinner...
from super hungry till no more to eat! wao lao... super lost mood la.!
don wanna talk abt it !!

2008-05-09T15:52:00.002+08:00

why is my hand so itchy!!! go download new things on iphone... now i cant place my favourite wallpaper! it doesnt show in home screen argh!!!!!!!!!!!!
i miss putting wallpaper! can someone help me to resolve tis stupid problem...
im so sad!

2008-05-09T14:43:00.002+08:00

work! work! work!

work over time yesterday~ work till 5am... tired tired...........

today later maybe working overtime again if they need me... hmmmmm... we shall see... whether they call me anot.

colleagues say me... tat im fat le!

i very upset! its time for my diet again! n where is my activities!!!!

i wanna learn back latin dance! i so wanna dance feel the beat n rhythm!

i need to find a partner@@@

when can i ever be professional haha!

hoping but its hard to be realistic how!?

i wanna dance dance dance.

whole body is itch with the burnt....

n rashes coming up!

skin peeling off ....

skin become dry n den i look horrible...

planning to tanned again next wk end....

hmmm... dono gfs free anot... shall seee again!

2008-05-08T01:09:00.002+08:00

how do i look wearing spec! haha looks old but adorable right

haha...

its actually a okley spec.. my sayang do it for 300 bucks... quite style .. the frame its unique.. n its comfortable wearing it.. althought i have a perfect eye sight! hehe...

if i could wear spec.. i will have alot of spec.. haha.. its a nice collectable item! ha!!!!

but too bad i don look good on spec... hmm..

work today was fine nothing much to do n time pass easily tat nice!

tml wil be my last afternoon n 3 more night! yeah~.... cant wait....

2008-05-07T12:00:00.002+08:00

jus woke up not long ago....super tired till slp for more den 12hrs slpt ard 8 till 11 plus wahahaha! slpy lo.. dunno y so slpy.... but in de middle of the night msg n call came in.. so woke up awhile n den baack to my beauty slp. i guess yesterday was e most slping hours i have haha

work was fine.... was doing data entries onli... exchanged with my sayang. he doesnt wanna stay in office so he went into the bay n i stayed in the office. when im free i juz walk over to bay n tok to him. haha.....
after work met up with ziyi for sushi. thanks for the treat.
dinner was nice...walk ard westmall n i head back home.... .n i fall asleep. lol.
left my friend alone... haha
paiseh.. to tired liao.
:)

2008-05-06T00:04:00.002+08:00

thx to him!!!!! ziyi! hahaah

he got me the broken perfume.... n its so unfair la!

he got 10% discount on th perfume n den.. got so many free gift la! jealous! hmph!!!!!!!

but thx him for travelling down to town to get the his stuff plus helping me to get my the perfume...and he bought me chocolate n cake. thx ar! i think i dunno need how many days to eat e cake liao..

buy so many wan me to be fat later nobody wan me! sad sad..

haha

anyway i become lobster instead of tanned! sad sad... i wana tanned la...

but mom say i tanned more ugly.. cos i already ugly i shldnt tanned to make myself more ugly! hahaha!

so how how how!

need to do OT to cover e perfume loses.... sad sad sad.... no money liao

who wan to take care of me!

T.T

i so pooorRR!!!!

n den i need to pay for e tivoli bag also! wanna buy me tat bag for my mom.

pls pls pls! hahaha

i such a spender@ hahaha cant help it women cant stopp shopping n eating chocolate....

shopping n chocolate = to indulge in happiness. haha

yummy..................

i love it

2008-05-05T15:44:00.001+08:00

i'm super UPSET....... i broke the LOEWE perfume which i juz bought a wk ago!!!!
didnt apply more den 5times... broke into pieces liao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arrGHGHH! so no mood to work la!
going to get it again sooon... prob went i head down to town to order de tivoli... n den buy the perfume again bah...
the 1st time i broke perfume! shit!!!!!!!
im so upset!

2008-05-04T01:09:00.005+08:00

went out with leon! today.... meet him slightly later den planned...

was out to bowl before meeting him....

his my great shooppping buddy.... we both go for fashion! haha...

today saw me carrying my bagg n stuff he got so jealous n tempted to do something silly... haha

so next time we both will be comparing out out look liao! hahahah

funnn!!!!!

anyway.... we wore almost same color wore white top black bottoms. hahaha./... den purposely take photo... to make her "GF" jealous!

haha!!!!!

cant wait to hear wat will his gf say about our pictures... lOL.

was so tired didnt have enough slp today.........

bought this bracelet.... for 4 bucks i think.

so going to rest soon n tanned later! weeee!!! cant wait for 8am to arrive! hahaa!

i wanna be lobster!

haha!!!!!

happy happy

im a happy gal!!!

getting tivoli pm for my mom... tooo... broke broke broke!

Kinda lik tis wristlet.... this wristlet i think probly abt 300 plus...
but didnt manage to see it in the shop... will walk ard n do somemore caculation
looking for wristlet.... nice wan.. no brand also can
as long the design is nice...

OMG.............. im such a spender now!... i need to do some soul research to stop my shopping therapy liao!

hahahahaaha

2008-05-02T14:36:00.005+08:00

Nva update !!!!!!!

its was a busy schedule....

on my wednesday haahahaa...

when to shopping with my mom... acc her for x-ray for the bone... tingy....

after that went shopping spend so much... n im so broke......

haha

bought the lv bag... ash its about 1.7k... sgd............

bought a long champ tote bag.. large size. haha...

bought guess belt....

bought loewe perfume....30ml onli.

bought cosmetic .....

bought a gucci sunglass.....

Now I'm sooososooosooososososo broke!

anybody wanna take care of me! for the month of MAY T.T

iM sure a poor little gal now....

need to eat bread or tofu rice for breakfast lunch n dinner le.

T.T

But i was happy with the shopping therapy lOL....

nva shopped till i drop want lo~

somemore wear heels for shopping this is hell crazy but haha i make it.. to work the whole day.... Lol

mom n me... with my shopping bags! hahahahaha!!!!!!!!!my gucci sunglass... didnt manage to get the piece i wanted... i also forget the design...

so mom say tis sunglass suits me.. so i buy it.. like a FLY?

haha!!!!!!

nvm.. good to wear can le.. hahaa

2008-04-30T01:01:00.002+08:00

jus got home from work.

work load was kinda okay.. not so bad... till able to manage...

met up with my friend for lunch....

yesterday when i juz got home he msn me.. say tml free... i treat u eat sakae... which he owe me last time.... haha... n today finally he treats me back.

haha!

thx for e sakae.... ate unagi set.... n afew colors plates tat all ... paiseh... to ask him treat so much... unless i pay i dun mind.. wat u will order... but if someone else pay i will paiseh wan... haha....

after tat... walk ard westmall... deciding whether shld i get the GUCCI sunglass... but i cant find tat.. prob i forget how e design looks lik... haha.. hopefully tomorrow i can wake up n trained down to town to shop... be it im alone or with someone.. hopefuly could get myself something.

haha... sillly me.....

anyway.. bought subway for my dinner... got a 6inch roast breast chicken with oragano bread ... n 2 cookies.... it's filling! haha....

and i suddenly got the urge to read book again.. so i bought this book "young wives' tales"

by adele parks... seems to be nice...

hopefully din bought the wrong bookx...

now im kinda hungry.. mom left some supper for me... so im going for my supper n tvs....

take care....

2008-04-29T01:10:00.002+08:00

Jus reach home from work!!!!!!!!!!!
went to meet my friend at IMM for lunch... while waiting for him.. do something shopping for my work place....
after that walk to interchange n wait for my bus.

and off to work...
sian afternoon shift so sian de.... can afford to spend my day
hahahaa
nvm.. off rest rest coming sooon!!!!
hopefully auntie... pls... auntie!
lol

i can tanned!!!!1
sunnyyyy day for me plss!!!

2008-04-27T22:37:00.003+08:00

while typing this post im eating bread with kaya n penut butter... funny combination but nice le lol!!!
hungry le so eat tis.....
woke up at 6am today.... prepare for work... left home slight early den usual so went to packet macdonald... tried the new mac breakfast.... something lik mac muffin but the bun itself is actually pancake but the mini type.. e bun is sweet lo~ very sweet but the comination taste nice... n its filling~ bought 2 set...
1 for my colleague who kind enought to send me to cityhall yesterday despite he needs to make a detour.thankx sayang!!!
hahaha
he actually my sayang in work! hahaa we always lik to disturb each other. so we call each other sayang n talk abt another female tech likes him! haha he popular okay!!!
but he nva ever think of getting commit in a r/s funny him.. i keep nag at him as him go find a gf... for his parent den he say me lik his mother... T.T
he is funny la.. but thanks to him working was fun! n thanks to him... i always get a free ride.... n i love to WRX! its fast and smoooth! hahah! a good friend i shld say.. gave me alot of advices on r/s n stuff! hahah my father my sayang! LOL don get wrong ideas oh... he juz my sayang in work... n we are juz friends... cos basically he is malay n im a chinese.... lOL
today, work load was heavy evertime handover me to charge poweder to reactor!
30kg.... plus others!
but wat to do still have to work le so work lo.... after tat... felt so tired... fall asleep in bus... haha
den went back home for early dinner n meeting my friend for bowling at west coast recreation club.
they stupid alley cut all my 3 balls which i bring over! heart pain can especially the new ball tat i juz bought not long ago! argh!!!!!
tis saturday going there for qualify le! how how how! ball chipped becos of tat stupid alley!
nvm try it n dats it!

tomorrow will be afternoon... so long day ahead again.. sigh.. boring!

tats all for todaY!

take care dearies!
meet up sooon!!!!!!
suntanning sooon!!!!!!!
i wanna be tanned soooon~!! lol!!! hopefully weather is GOOD!
argh!
how i wish i can go tanned everyday~

2008-04-27T00:41:00.003+08:00

today work was busy... run up n down. injured myself again! haha!!! clumsy me! lol
everywhere got bruises..later so many patches later nobody want me....
haha

after work went to meet my friend at cityhall.... thx to my colleagues.. WrX haha! he send me to cityhall..... soooo goood la... he offer me so tat i wont be late to meet my friend.. haahaa n e car i like! i like sport sport! if im rich i would lik to afford 1.... haha

den met up with my friend walk ard marina n suntec... got myself a concealer n blush...... and den a Brazil tee... which is kids size! tat tee i was eyeing for quite long... until now they came out again... n pay is out... so i decided to buy it... haha
after tat... stomach calling me le... so went to eat Japanese food with him. so dinner was nice.... n after that desert was sweet......
lol den went up to arcade. tt i could get my tigger but no dun have i didnt have my luck back to get it... so no choice. gave up.. den acc him to the games side n see him play...
while seeing him playing... i almost fall asleep... suddenly felt so tired.. maybe wake up early n not enought rest. den after tat... about 10 liao.. so decided to head back home.... i took a train home.. not lik to MR RICH GUY took cab home! super rich lo! aha hmph!
i can take cab too but i chose not too.. no money to waste lik him! haha.... (kidding ar.. don get angry hor) so i took MRT home n den reach my blk downstairs abt 10.45pm. saw my parents n sister... they were about to go dinner.. lol... so i follow them... went to gombak for dinner... they say that ate about 3 or 4pm which is lik lunch so they went for dinner instead of supper. haha... den reach home.... rest liao
after shower... im awake liao... die die die....
later need to wake up ard 6am for work le duno can wake up anot.... hopefully i can~

night night

2008-04-25T22:27:00.003+08:00

tired day!

today wake up later den usual. nearly late.. cos when i woke up my sister is using the toilet...
usually i will be the wan who bath first den i wake her up den my dad's turn to bath.
but today cos of my dad need to reach office early he woke my sister up early... cos he will send me sister to work... so good right... me have to take train to jurong eaast den shuttle bus to tuas....
Sad.......
but anyway nvm.. i still manage to catch my train n reach there early to catch my company bus.

after work went to meet up with my ite friends... we have our dinner at serangoon... garden....
the place always packed with pple. the food we orderd were so so lor~ we were complaining while eating lol.
den i was saying we are so troublesome... haha.... but den is lik tat mah.. nice den won complain right! haha

after dinner we walk to liquid kitchen round de corner sit down n relax till 9plus den my friend send me home.
i almost fall asleep when i about to reach home... so tired.....

and tat's how my friday end le
so fast!
pay is out! can go shopping lo!
i so in love with tis LV bag... i guess i going to get it... but dunno how much it will cost... need to go down n ask le... T.T

anyone willing to buy for me! i love him/her deep deep!!! hahaa

hopefully parents can see! haha mommy say its nice tooo... but will she buy?!

hmmm!!!!! we shall see~....

so tired liao... need to rest sooon...

going shoping tomorrow....

sunday going bowling...

next wk... going bowling......

n maybe tanning or blading!... hmmm... see i could get my blade first haha!

packed packed packed!

2008-04-24T20:56:00.003+08:00

Went to sunset way for dinner with my god brother.... i din eat as i was full munching all the junk food i bought at jurong east pasar malan! hahaha
so i have desert at the place.
i ate brownies with ice cream... oh my is so sweet....n its so nice! haha try it someday.. if u doesnt lik tat.

i actually don lik the brownie but as i tried so many places... it gives me the blissful kind of feeling when i eat it.. n im so happy with it ....
its jus brighten up my day.
i guess when im upset... brownie with ice-cream will makes me feel happy haha!
so friends out there when im upset remember to treat me desert! n tat is enough! haha!

saw tis pic! haha... i saw his debit mini card... so cute... lik can eat lik tat... so i took a pic of it...

im eating a CARD cos im hungry!!!!! hahaha!!!!!!

be careful.... i may eat u up! ha!

2008-04-24T17:55:00.003+08:00

half of my day gone!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha
spend my day with my gf sue. accompany her to salon for rebonding!
waste 5 hrs there doing nothing..
so while waiting i walk over to jurong east central and open for an account for my saving and den i take up this scheme which is known as money smart.
its something lik a investement i have to pay a certain amount every month n den will be able to get it back after 5 yrs or 33yrs haha
that plan was made for 33yrs
after tat i will retired n have a lum sum of money.
haha.....
now i mux save n be poor le.....
haha

payday 25th
time for shopping!!!!! wheeeeeee....
n im so wanting to plan for holiday la! i wanna go go go go enjoy....

2008-04-24T00:24:00.000+08:00

have fun with friend
went to meet up for dinner n have a nice long chat along the path way to merlion n walk over to clark quay to find my "biaoge"
its nice haha.......

today is my off day... yeah yeah.... can have a nice rest.

abt my bday.
tis is how it was being defined.

You are very capable. If you are a woman, you have high chance to be a renowned workingwoman. If you are a man, your path to fame and honor is near. As an innovator, you are not a good follower. You are good in implementing your imagination and share it with others. You are always well dressed. Your Love, You often lose your love ones from being too jealous. You always feel like you own the person you fall in love with and that often blows your relationship

true true...... so true.....
so get to know me oh! haha
but after so many failure in r/s i learn to be more better den what is being wrote.
i will change my fate.... even though i believed in fate! haha....

2008-04-20T01:49:00.000+08:00

saturday!

so busy with work again!

so many pple on MC.... my team is spreading the FLU virus... hahaa

n there goes to mircobial growth! haha...

my plant were having tooo much problem... think its kinda old n it shld be upgraded.

show u the bay im working in... this is onli the 2nd lvl.. there's 3 level in total! gota run up n down! the is form of exercise too!

friends were at sentosa, there were by the beach enjoying jazz...

i wanna find kakis go liao

jazz music by the beach is so nice la!

smoothing..... men! haha

i lik~ hope i can find gf n bf n to chill out.

haha

2008-04-19T01:15:00.000+08:00

it's Friday.. coming to saturday!

juz finish work...
today so so so so busy........................
1person need to handle 3 batch sheet.. running up n down.. till no time to eat.. juz eat buns tat i bought from bakery before went to work.
its also good to eat bun den eating canteen food in the afternoon.
yesterday was fun... get to meet up with marcus who will be going for NS.. me n ber n him went to bowl!!!
bowling was sooo sooo FUN!!! haha.. i love it ! ;p

2 more afternoon.. n im almost free for next wk! hahaha!
yeah yeah n pay day coming SOON n i can spend!!! on bowling n shoping! weeee!!!
anyone wanna shop shop?

2008-04-16T17:20:00.000+08:00

even though i so wanting to slp n prepare for work tis morning... BUT I CANT!
i cant get myself to slp yesterday!
and i watch tv thru out de night!!!! oh my god~ n its lik so tired now~
dose off during training at work
lol
sigh wat is wrong men!!
and the best part is early morning 4 plus felt hungry so went to cook maggie me.... n my DOG SHit on the CARPET!... nnnnn i stepped on it!
holy!!!!!!!!! shit!!!!!!!
n its STINKS!
i didnt see tat patch urgh!!!! so angry... haha
but in de end still got to clean up n wash the carpet!
haha!! wat a day to start ahead...
work was fine~
nthing much jux cleaning onli..... so was quite relax...
but super slpy at 1 point of time... due to boring training n lecture!
haha!
going to slp super early n all the way till tomorrow morning
haha
after work going to BOWL again! yeah yeah....
im so in love with bowling n everything!
haha!!!
love love love....
i wan to be love

and i so in love with this pic right now.. grab it from online.

2008-04-16T00:42:00.000+08:00

working later! sianz! offday so fast ended le.
i bought a new ball rapid fire with grape fragrance
and its lighter den e widow.
feel more comfortable becos of e weight....
im going to train hard for e up coming event.
singapore open
hopefully i can perform better den last time...
momentum........... swing......... steps ......... release.........
hmmm i need to train!!!

Just knw a good friend, n he likes to blade tooo...time for blading session.... yeh......
its being a long time since i blade!
sport sport sports! heere i come!
cant wait to ba active again....
and yeah! tanning will be here soon! waiting 4 friens to be free... n beach volleyball here i come!
haha!
cant wait!!!!
life is so fun-filling right now!
everyday i've being occupied with work n sports n fun!
haha! im loving it!

hopefully... my life is filled with happiness liao~ dun wanna feel down becos of r/s dun wanna destory my life becos of a HIM.
haha!
get over it n move on!
jia you constance loke u can do it!

2008-04-14T23:30:00.000+08:00

Its my off day~ haha
went to bowl ....
suddenly got e urge to bowl
bowl 5 games at chevrons n 3 games at Csc batok.
wooo tired men.........
i wanna get new ball.. but i dunno whether shld i wait till pay day comes or b4 pay day...
so tempting to buy new ball liao

ever since i started working... i really learn how to pamper myself.
and its confirm that i wanna go holiday.!!!! i wanna relax but finding a kakis to go with me is hard!
hope to go somewhere near n juz relax most prob bali~
hmm.... n take nice nice photos! yeah!

tomorrow will be going to faber to bowl liao
haha
bowling bowling
i loving it

2008-04-13T15:36:00.000+08:00

I'm so tired!
being a maria for 2days! LOL
it was my friend birthday so was invited to the chalet.
and as promise to my friend i say i will do watever u ask me too. like a slave lik tat
haha
but do enjoy the moment at chalet so nt tat bad la~

took off specially for my friend lo. den the next day which is yesterday night was my night shift n wanting to get MC or urgent leve but think back... men power was nt enough so kick tat intention out n headed to work.
thank god tat my colleague was good he pick me up from NSRCC n send me to work.....
n due to wat i wear to work yesterday..... he also willing to send me back home!
so touch.. n so nice of him!
n i got to sit on a WRX lol!!!
superub men! e speed de cornering de everyting is jux so comfortable
thx alot men!
love u to bit! haha
1 last night before im off~ tired~ haahaa
cant wait for my rest haha
den can bowl....
so wanting to bowl right now~n im getting a new ball again~ lol
poor me... spending so much!
haha
but i enjoying my life now!
love it!

2008-04-10T01:00:00.001+08:00

I'm habing a very bad headache tooday!
i cant stand it men....
pls help me.......
i feel lik dieing men!
i cant think cant work lo...
e head is lik wanna drop out lik tat.

being working 3afternooon... 1 more to go.........
cos has changed shift with another colleague..
sianz
tis wk my day gone liao....
cant plan to do anything
anyway nvm.. 1 more afternnoon n friday im on leave.
leave to get myself free n 2 more night to go.......
sigh.
head pain liao
cant type
takecare

2008-04-08T03:49:00.001+08:00

i wanting to have ur love! Lol
i missed de feeling of being hug by someone i love.
missed de feeling of kissing the one i love.........
how i wish i have someone by my side when i feel down.
how i wish i can share my joy with the someone.
if i could have that someone
i'll be e happiest gal on earth.
LOL

suddenly sound so desperate to have soomeone i can love n someone who can take care of me.
Lol

anyway... tis wk.. wld be a draggy week...
mon to thurs working afternoon
no life men..... cannot plan to go out or wat....
sianz
friday i will be taking leave for my friends bday. hopefully tat day turn out to be fun n alright.
so tired n slpy... liao going to bed le....

will go clubbing again sooon.. haha...
seems lik clubbing is going to be part of my singled life.
haha
sometimes being single is gd.. but den if attached beter haha at least i won feel lonely.
haha
muackx take care guys do catch up soon.

2008-04-05T20:15:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to Dbl'O it was FUN........
haha
Fun as in no one drunk n at least enjoy la.....
drank quite alot........
n den......... saw 1 of my bowler friend down there
dbl'o close at abt 3 so after tat
was suggesting whether to go down st james
so end up 4 pple went down to st james dragonfly.....
hui yin bf sooo happy oh......
lol
its quite a enjoyable day afterall.....
and yeah iphone is FUN!

nthing to update le....

2008-04-02T15:09:00.000+08:00

hooorrray!!!!!!!!!!
im a happy gal!
my dad bought me iPhone!!!!!!!!!
:)

love him lots!!!! hahahaha
being cracking my head to get this phone....
n now... i have it! lik a wish comes true.... but 1 thing bad is i need to sell of my LG phone........ how how how~??~~?~?~!!?! where do i sell it off really had no idea seh....
anywan know anywhere tat can sel it off... n reasonable?
let me knw....
2 more nights to long weekend...

tis friday meeting friends to go Dbl'O enjoy...w ooooowooooo

anyway life is now so fun filling! i loving it....... but if i cld get my mr right! tat wld be nice toooo
haha
muackz!

2008-03-27T21:05:00.000+08:00

yesterday was my off day... met sue around evening n went for topshop fashion party.
20% store wide discount for that 2hrs of event...
got a goodie bag also...n theres small stores for u to do temporary tattoo....

i got myself tis.

nice right! i like it lo... if i can get it for real!!!!!!

sigh! tis is love at first sight lo!

shop shop shop.. spend about 116SGD... T.T

den later went down to clark quay cos she came across a banner saying there's an event down at HOME she wanna take alook
so we went down n also its becos of ladies night
hang ard awhile den head over to MOS to meet my friend stay there till abt 1 plus 2 lik tat den took a cab home send sue home n myself.
we order a jug of vodka sprite.. 1 to 1 offer.. so was 41 for 2 jug me n her ea 1 jug
she drink till quite high liao me... was okay.... went home n fall asleep lol....

some picx we took .

see the face! lol red red liao~

haha

e big vodka jug! make us HIGH..

lol

tis time rd e music in MOS is nice!

nnnnn most impt im nt in a spoil Mood

next friday....... Dbl'O anyone?

lol

2008-03-25T14:19:00.000+08:00

today is my Last night shift n i can have a rest le.
be meeting shu for shopping tomorrow after i slpt well....
lol

and she wanna go out for a drink after shopping so im okay with it.
anyone wanna join us~?
lol

wanna ask ireennneee dearrryyyy along... but i dunno whether u can anot cos next day u got to work.
if can let me know~ :)

im so slpy la~
yesterday went over to queentown meet 1 baka guy! LOL.. actually my bowling friend but long long nva see him lo so met him for breakfast~

having a MAC breakfast need to walk so far!
thanks to him! LOL

anyway after tat... went to NTUC bought tibits n stuff...... wao... even e cashier auntie laughing le haha
cos she was saying 1st time see ppplee... juz buy all tibits
lol...
enoough for me to eat for a mth. LOl
i spend about 50 bucks
my friend were laughing at me also lo.. say i almost buy the whole NTUC down.. zzzz
sianz!

2008-03-24T01:52:00.001+08:00

Sis juz came back from hong kong.. bought me tis cute little thing! lol!!! its actually ear phone cute right... e blink blink are made from swarovski lol...
goodie goodie.. love it!
muackx!

Finally weekend over~ my afternoon shift is over tooo!!!!!
hooray!!!

tomorrow will be my night shift.. 2 more nights n i having my off rest day liao~
den can go shopping liao

2008-03-23T02:53:00.000+08:00

So busy with work~ so boring with life......... so sianz ....
received TP part time letter... once again another disappointment...
no poly wans me!
im so lousy... so useless. is it really too late?
why arent any poly giving me a chance to study ....
is it private dip is my onli resort??
sigh~
i wanna be a full-time student...
i so miss e good old days~ how i wish i could turn back time!
sigh!!!!!

n im so boreD with life..

i need a break..
i think i shld plan 1 of my long weekend ... i guess

indo batam, bali or bintan... is a gd choice...
for relax.......
anyone wanna join me?

2008-03-22T04:47:00.001+08:00

Joke of the day!

After work bro came n pick me up n we head down to MOS.
went in the bouncer check my ID i so happy tat shows tat im still look young! hahaa!!!!

went in met up with colleagues at the end of smooves. LOL wat a place so cramp... so crowded n so FREAKING HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And im so not enjoying there lo!
later on there's this colleague who i have no idea who is she is drunk....
n den bunch of gals went to toilet.me n another friend didnt follow..
after so long.. the DRUNK gal bf came back alone.... so me n my friend got worried we went to toilet to check it out...so onli e Drunk gal was in the cubicle... saying she's nt drunk la... give her 5 mins she will come out!
n den.. friends were waiting for her lo!
for almost 1 hr lock herself in e toilet.
THE BEST PART IS she drunk till she nt wearing back her jeans.. n den.. lie on the freaking DIRTY FLOOR Of the TOILET CUBICLE>.... holy shit!!!! can!!!!!!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE..............
so me n my friend went to bang her door... trying to make her come out.. to no use....
we try splashing her with water.... also no use....
trying push the door but know tat she din wear her jeans scare to hurt her also....
den we was lik so helpless until we give up we call security.. luckily MOS hires Female security.. they came to our RESCUE.... they also use wat we have tried........ but dunno y its effective. maybe thy are the security...
n 1 of them say theying going to ban her from coming in to MOS...
lol!!!!
so serious right...
cos e manager were complaining n tat blardy DRUNK gal making a BIG SCENE over there lor!
SUCH A SPOILER
i cant even get to enjoy.. den come out liao!
Sianz...
waste time going there...
but went im out of MOS saw my Secondary friends....
so met up with them awhile chit chat.... den its 1 of my friend bday.. so bought him a cake...
quite expensive but nvm la.. long long 1 time... LOL..
so celebrate with them... talk abit den say bye bye... n head back home... n writing my BLOG!

wat a day!
sigh...
going to go clubbing soon
next stop DBL' O
lol.!!!!!
friends lets meet up n DRINK!

2008-03-19T21:40:00.000+08:00

BOnus letter is here!!!!!!!!!
got a bit of increment onli.. so sad......
bonus pro rate to 1mth plus nia ... so ke lian........
waiting for Friday...
Friday going down to MOS with friends n colleagues! yeah cant wait to enjoy!
haha
its being a long time since i last go clubbing with friends....

yesterday was a bad day for me.. after shopping went home didnt slp well lo...
force myself to slp ard 1.30 am but couldnt lo.. keeping thinking of things lik tat .. mind is working lo... den about 5 plus wake up see e clock..
den cant slp so on my heater n go n take a shower... den watch tv...den go work liao
till now......
lunch at canteen was pathetic... so ate sandwich for lunch onli...
den after work super hungry but no pple accompany go eat... thanks got my dearies sue... nice nice... acc me go IMM eat...
i ate Pepper lunch the salmon pasta~ nice nice....
yummy lo....
suddenly juz got e craving of having pasta! yum yum!!!

cant wait to have nice food in my stomach...
hopefully i can find someone special to acc me to eat nice nice food!
love it....

2008-03-18T22:49:00.000+08:00

shopping shopping shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
spend so much buy so little!
haha

woke up ard 12 pm.. went to work place to celebrate my colleague birthday... den head down to vivo to shop around.....
sms irene my gooddyy sister~ n jiayi...
shop n bought about pictures~
wooo sooo broke liao.......
over spent somemore... sigh~ but shopping really makes me happy......
aim to slim down somemore! so i can buy more nice nice clothings....
yeah happy happy day...
:)
there goes my off rest.... sob sob.. so tired.. tomorrow working morning liao...
T.T

2008-03-17T16:53:00.000+08:00

It's my OFF day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hooorrrraayyyyyyyyyyyyy. after 3 long nights finally get to rest.

I waas so tired...... men... but i got the urge to go shopping feel lik going to shop for new clothing..........
hmmmmm............ shall i spend again.. i being spending n spending n spending
maybe becos no bf.. so can spend on myself more den ususal lol.

2008-03-14T07:30:00.000+08:00

juz finish watching hk series show....
the story is so nice la~
so funny so touching n so sad~
sigh~
and the part where it talks about a couple... cant get strong... n easily allow 3rd party was soooo sad n touching... it reflect pple in real life.
the story really touch my heart lor@
give 8 out of 10 rating... haha

becos of this show... after work i came home switch on my com... n watch the series continuiously till now~
power anot....
haha
going to get some sleep tonight will be working night shift le...
so slpy n tired liao~
adios...